You Know Nothing: Death

In the past three weeks, Callum, Simon’s youngest son has been mentioning death more than 3 times to me including today. He said “you die” then I replied “not today” or “I die when I die”. I guess, he is in this phase where he is curious about the concept of death. I don’t want…

You know nothing: Falling in Love

The title sounds like bullshit already. But there is truth in there, I know nothing about falling in love with someone.. as I might never did. What is falling in love feels like? Excitement to hear their voice? Dilated pupils when we see their face? The comfort when we smell their scent? I felt all…

I Call Her, Mother.

The first time I saw the relationship between Claire Underwood and her mother, I felt relieved. She is a fictional character but that kind of relationship between mother and daughter, it does exist. I have that kind of relationship with my mother. Where our functions for each other are only on practical matters, when I…

Ubud: The Memento

It is my third year living in Bali. And I guess, I am leaving soon… Therefore, I feel the need to write a small note about the place I call home in the last three years. It’s still fresh to my mind the first time I arrived in Ubud to visit my friend, Azhar, as he…